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Sunday, February 05, 2017

ASSALAMUALAIKUM | SALAM SEJAHTERA

I just 'move' to the place where I never think that I will be apart of that place in my life, a place that I did a lot of things I didn't before, a place where I always miss my mom, a place where I feel so tired, a place where I will feel sleepy even when I already sleep, a place that I learn all new things and stuff which I absolutely don't know before this, a place where kawad for me is so F hard, a place that I cant do everything I want, a place that make me wanna sleep all day, but, its a place where is full of amazing people, talented people, people who always help me no matter how hard the situation, a place where I met a lot of lovely friends, a place that motivate me to always appreciate people around us, place that make me always feel time is gold even its just for five minutes and its a place where we will know, who will stay no matter how hard life can be.

I'm not so caring actually. Not so peramah. Because most people told me I am sombong when the first time they met me. I try my best to be friendly and to adapt with this place, this situation, this new environment, I hope I did it. But sometimes I cant control my F mouth and how I feel and I just let it slip out from my mouth and regretting it after five minutes. 


I think I am the worst and the weak. Everyone is doing good. I am lucky to have a lot of lovely and amazing friends here. So taklah aku rasa give up bebenor yedakk? I wonder how shitty I will feel if I dont have Rita to always keep remind me to be strong, Iza who always care about how I feel, and Yane who always stay by my side. If I dont have them, I guess life will be so F boring and stress. I'm not afraid to express how I feel when I'm with them. I think thats what friends for. I also dont have any malu at all to show them my weakness. I have a lot of weakness. Off course they know.


And off course, friends always made you feel you capable in doing anything. Walaupun sebenarnya kau tak boleh pun. HAHAHAHAAA


The one who wearing glass is Rita. She is so tall and beautiful. Also very talented. I saw her as my colleagues, someone who I can play all stupid jokes, playing dumb things, tease her, but sometimes I saw her as a sister, someone who I can learn anything from them, because they know a lot of things I didn't. Or maybe her advice usually can build my confident. Hahaaa. Seriously, without her life can be so hambar.

Iza, who have the brightest smile. She always asking whether I'm okay or not. She is so strong. Just like Rita, Iza is also very talented. When it comes to sport I always adore them so much. Iza love food so much. I guess food also love her whenever she stares them. Hahahaa. She is so kind and I still remember the moment she help me on the first month there. She really help me a lot. 


Yane, the cutest among us. She always stay by my side. Dia sakit, aku sakit. Dia batuk, aku batuk. Aku demam, esok lusa dia demam pulak. Because we always stay together, I think thats why its easy for our virus to be friend with each other. She is lovely. But love to sleep. She can sleep everywhere. Trust me.

Off course, I got a lot of amazing friends here. But lets just highlight these three people because I did spend mostly my time with them. And only them know how annoying and bitchy me HEHEHEE.


For the first time in my life, aku berjaya naik Bukit Broga. Jalan dia so F slippery ok. I'm so glad a lot of people helping me and encourage me. Lebih-lebih lagi part yang nak naik batu beso gedabak dengan tali. Kalau silap percaturan boleh terseliuh kaki kau. Aku dah cakap awal-awal, aku rasa aku macam tak boleh lah nak naik batu ni guna tali. Serius aku nak je guna jalan short cut. Nasib kau lah Rrai kawan kau semua fit belaka. Dieorang kata bila lagi nak merasa pengalaman macam ni? Hahahaa. Ku gagahkan juga. Alhamdulillah berjaya. See? Friends always made you feel you capable in doing anything. Walaupun sebenarnya tuhan je tahu kau punya dupdap masatu.


Tak silap ini lah jalan nak ke batu puaka tu. Cis. Rasanya kalau aku ringan sikit maybe aku tak takut kot? Kot lah. Ini badan serupa badak ada hati nak panjat batu guna tali.


Me on the picture, telah mengundang seribu spekulasi kawan-kawan dan sepupu sepapat dan para makcik makcik sekalian konon-konon saya telah kurus. Ceh. Jadahnya. Tak nampak ke lemak perot tu kena cover dengan tangan Yane. Aku balik kg je pakcik makcik semua pakat perli aku dah kurus. Taktahu lah nak bangga ke nak malu.


Ngeteh sat. Depa kata nasik lemak kat situ sedap. Tapi aku melantak sandwich dengan coconut shake je. Oh ya. Coconut shake dia biasa ja. Coconut shake kuim dan coconut shake klebang lagi sedap. Hihii. Biasalah coconut shake melaka memang sedap belaka tak gitu?


I hope Allah will always take a good care of them (so they can take a good care for me hahahhh), and always protect them everyday, and giving them a good health. I'm not really a good people, also not really a good friend, I hope I didnt hurt them in any way. I love all of you guys. Seriously. Please stand with me until the end.



Okay done. Enough with my potpet.

Sekali lagi saya nak ingatkan edit blog saya tak ambik dah okay. Uols boleh contact blogger Ecah kalau nak buat tempahan edit blog. Blogger Kak Fizah ke, Blogger Fhatin Amelia ke, hm lagi sapa ekh? Kalau korang tahu bagitau lah kat komen ya.

Tak mintak banyak, mintak tolong doakan urusan saya dan kawan-kawan saya dipermudahkan di sana. Doa kalian amat saya hargai.

Salam sayang,
Rrai,
yang baru lepas makan karipap lima bijik.




 ps: entry ini telah dikarang beberapa hari yg lepas. ketika ini penulis bukan baru lepas makan karipap lima bijik, tapi sedang minum air soya.

Tataaa!


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6 COMMENT

  1. So sweet iloveyou Rrai bucuk sayanggg , will keep you in my deep deep deep deep heart as I can �� promise, never forget you, you are the best ever n after, please stay with me darling �� , tiap tiap hari mass saat waktu bangun tidur kita, I promise will create the best moment for us okay ��������✌

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  2. stay strong my dear RRAI. chaiyokkk! fighting. dan kc memang teringin nak naik broga tapi entah bilaaa laaa sobsobsobbbb T.T

    kc tag rrai kat sini ;) http://www.sayidahnapisah.com/2017/02/give-away-by-astraveler-6-jan-2017-6.html

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  3. May Allah ease everything for you & your friend!
    New Update: Random ft SPM result countdown.

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  4. Bila baca entry Rrai ni automatik teringat bff yang sanggup bersusah senang bersama. Apa saja yang jadi tetap support each other sbb dh kenal ati budi msing2

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  5. Rrai... Rrai dekat mana sekarang?? Patut la dah lama tak nampak Rrai dekat blog

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  6. tahniah berjaya naik ke Bukut Broga 😄 semangat yg kuat

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